1. As we fight                                                                                           

 

The neighborhood young people in love

Have a form of speech, a dark one,

Which you can not use with your new skirt

Who turns in early. Friend,

Speak it honestly, again

 

As the late night,

With all of life’s intimate, grave mysteries,

Calls the late night

By satellites, planets and planes, whispering.

 

Well our whispering days are done,

But aren’t we getting closer as we fight?

And the louder our voices get,

The quieter it makes this starry night

It makes this starry night.

 

Home Skillet,

Does she calm your dad?

Aren’t you bored?

Can you really stand being constantly adored?

 

Each day spays night

Not another lonely life

Sunrays are straight, old, white,

Powerful, empty and severe.

You can’t be yourself here

 

There is a way that clinically sad

Students in love talk, my darling.

Despite the business smile on your face,

You’ve not forgot it, friend

You have only gone to bed

 

In the late night,

Where life is implicitly true, once again.

In the late night,

Le ballon rouge, missles and moons, overhead.

 

Well, our unified life is done

But aren’t we getting closer as we fight?

And the louder our voices get,

The quieter it makes this starry night.

It makes this starry night

 

In this new world,

Do you not wake up at three, wondering?

In the late night,

Without you sensing my thoughts,

They may not mean a thing.

 

You, all those you know,

And all those who those you know know,

The way of all flesh go.

Go with one you really love.

Go with one you really love.

                                   

 

2. Dulce et decorum

 

Young Lee, gather the strength of knowing

Your friends are standing by.

Your cadence is bound, not broken,

Shivering true at night.

To the stage where the lies explored you,

Say goodbye honestly

Vigilant bulrushes kneel before you,

Surround and guard you Lee

 

Earlier this week,

Half of you was his to make

And half of you was him

But the mist invades the holler

And your voice, it speaks

Young Lee’s thoughts again

 

Take the turnpike and take your daughter,

Bruised mute, but now you can

Say the truth: it is sweet and proper,

If hard, to leave a shitty man

 

As yourself, Lee

And your mouth, it speaks.

 

Time goes

over and back.

Lee, do not relapse,

It’s time, Lee

Lee, do not relax

It is...

 

 

3. Call for papers

 

How many times have I cut your hair?

Inches of reddish fringe landing on gold-leaved trees

From the bathroom window, falling through the lakeside air,

With unselfconscious words - but now, I freeze

 

Weighing facts, cataloguing dreams,

And I end up saying the exact wrong things

I open up with the most awkward talk,

Cause you’re single now. Writer’s block

From a ‘call for papers’

 

Call for papers,

call for papers,

call for papers.

 

How many times have we stayed indoors,

All of us, after school was dark and armed?

In the piano room they don’t check anymore,

You and I out-spoke the rest, but now we aren’t

 

Weighing facts, cataloguing dreams,

And I end up saying the exact wrong things

I open up with the most awkward talk,

Cause you’re single now. Writer’s block.

 

Drop the facts, drop all the dreams,

Any album ending as our friends all leave

I bare my soul with the most awkward talk

Cause you’re single now. Writer’s block

From a ‘call for papers.’

 

Call for papers,

call for papers,

call for papers.

 

Nothing!

 

 

4. The tall grass 

 

Like tall grass

When a snow storm comes,

I can’t stand

Straight or try to run

 

To lean on someone you

Need someone, but

Please say you’re not in love with me

Cause you’re so afraid of growing old

Please say you’re not in love with me

Cause you need a living thing to hold

That just makes the world more cold

 

The clouds burst

And the valleys drown

And floating

Is as good as ground

 

You know how unlike love that sounds, so

Please say you ain’t in love with me

Cause I’m the only thing left to try

You are not in love with me

Because otherwise you’d want to die,

And you need me to get by

 

 

5. Lost province

 

Lost province

Anything good come from that place?

Lost province

Handy for the bosses’ bath waste

Lost one, sweet dark one

Flooded country, flooded creeks

Walk, son

 

The song about you

Is not entirely about you:

You’re older than the mountains, too,

And all white names

No genes to give our kids,

Just enchanted sadness

Every time we almost kiss,

Need is a strange new state

 

Lost province

Looking for our dad again

Lost province

Vandalia ‘04 Le Pen

Lost one, sweet dark one

Flooded country, flooded creeks.

Walk, son

 

The song about you

Is not entirely about you:

You’re older than the mountains, too,

And all white names

No genes to give our kids,

Just enchanted sadness

Every time we almost kiss,

Need is a strange new state

 

Kids fighting in the late night

Some lie under stage light

Awkward after-parties

Blow the lights in town

Girl, don’t hide your strange side

 

 

6. One day, far off, if the world forgot

 

One day far off, if the world forgot all about rock,

One day late in Summer camp with an 80 pound heart

One day then, the very dust we walk would rise and talk

We’d say,

‘We missed you, too

The blues weren’t enough to get us through’

 

One day far off, if the record grooves went dull and flat

One day far off, if we had no shoeboxes or rats

One day far off, if nothing inside us said attack

‘Come back

We missed you too

The blues weren’t enough to get us through’

 

One day far off, if all the guitars went down in flames

One day far off, if the old roles never rearranged

One day far off, if in our teenage years nothing changed

‘Come back.

We missed you, too

The blues weren’t enough to get us through’

 

One day far off, if the towering drums just folded in

            No, bow, kneel, angel of death

One day far off, if we all went back to work again

Don’t lead, trail, angel of death

One day far off, something there would say it’s not the end

            It’s not yours, you’re its

‘Come back.

We missed you, too

The blues weren’t enough to get us through’

 

One day, if there were no faint androgynerds to woo

One day, if these crowded streets were only safe and new

One day far off somewhere there’d be grass roots growing through

‘Come back.

We missed you, too

The blues weren’t enough to get us through’

 

 

7. The senile rings

 

When I was 17,

I had a telling dream

It told me

Told me unpopular things.

You see, once when I was 93, I had a telling dream

Told me to go around with Lee-Anne. Here I am.

Once I thought my work would be my end,

But mystery is every day again,

On a highway driving straight into the sea

Stand in the Atlantic

Wait for me

 

Are we only going to hold hands?

Are you gonna die or can we dance?

O, you dance alright, now be someone

We only get to fight while we are young

 

On the Jersey coast... you just like to be here for the risk.

Are you gonna die or can we kiss? O, you kiss alright...

 

There’s a question threading through the dark,

And its answer put me back to work

There is something bright in glowing now

Fit for this Earth to revolve around

 

On the Jersey coast, when I was 93,

I had a telling dream

Bordering on epiphany

It told me to go around in rings,

And here I am with rings

Do what you need in rings

Do what you need

 

 

8. Claire

 

Claire, complicated every way but your name

Never waved the white flag in our war games

Whitecaps out there where your ashes fell might suggest

That you’ve called a truce, but it’s a storm I guess

 

Claire, did you see me in the paper today?

Pictured walking through a crowd around Shea

Though it shows a thousand faces, I’m the only

One with empty blue eyes where you used to be

 

Lost in a trance

And scared

Right there: I’m the one without you, Claire

Same old dance

With thin air

Right there: I’m the one without you, Claire.

 

On a constant wake, on a twitching sea,

Flood back in my memories arguing

In your shadow years, I will always be

Loyal opposition. Mess with me if you can, Claire

 

You were always only half aware of our friends

Not a word for things on which too much depends

But do you look down on me in the crowd at shows? You can

Spot me by these weightless arms and unheld hands

 

Lost in a trance

And scared

Right there: I’m the one without you, Claire

Same old dance

With thin air

Right there: I’m the one without you, Claire.

 

 

9. Stormy sky (skate or die). 

 

I was next.

You were the boy all the girls were asking to

skate and destroy their lives,

but you knew me first,

and hurt me worst.

 

Now I need you like

like the stormy sky

way out on the ocean needs to dehumidify,

but can’t,

because there’s too much water everywhere.

The tears just rise back to its eyes.

 

So I rumble and glow

I keep the future primitive

To let you know

You’re free

To make Barbry Allen out of me

 

I need you like

like the stormy sky

way out on the ocean needs to dehumidify,

but can’t,

because there’s too much water everywhere.

The tears just rise back to its eyes.

 

 

10. Burden down

 

La la la la...

Kids fighting in the late night

Some lie under stage light

Awkward after-parties

Blow the lights in town

Girl, don’t hide your strange side

Rain your burden down

 

His faith in you is thick and thin

He leaves you in your dreams no end

Don’t follow, don’t follow

 

Kids fighting in the late night

Some lie under stage light

Awkward after-parties

Blow the lights in town

Girl, don’t hide your strange side

Rain your burden down

 

You’d fight out of a sinking car

Can’t you shed the floodlight where you are?

How many times

Times can you be scarred?

 

...la la la la lost world, lose this burden

That cold is from your need for friends

This does not need to be the end

Don’t follow, don’t follow

 

Kids fighting in the late night

Some lie under stage light

Awkward after-parties

Blow the lights in town

Girl, don’t hide your strange side

Rain your burden down

 

La la la la...

 

 

11. Go from my window (Flooded interstate)  |  Words by John Dowland, except in parentheses

 

Go from my window, my love

Go from my window, my dear

The wind and the rain

Will drive you back again

You cannot be lodging here

(As the dark tides fall around)

 

Go from my window, my dear

Go from my window, love go

The wind and the rain

Will drive you back again

You cannot be lodging here

(As the dark tides fall around

 

Cause all along the flooded interstate

As the dark tides fall around

I got a crutch that’ll separate

All the dead weight from the ground) 

                       

 

12. No stars

 

Coloring on an autumn day, slow

Like you were recognized and paid, slow

Recess out on the statue hill, slow

Take in the sun and friends

Take your time on the way back down, look

At the grass where the wrinkles show

How were you supposed to know?

 

Help me to get out of,

Help me to get out of

The model business with a vomiting heart, yes please

Help me to get out of,

Help me to get out of

The factory lights

There are no stars without darkness

 

You’re afraid work works the world

Not the other way around

From now on you can play

When the sun is down

But when you try you’ll find

You need to sleep instead

You’ll dream of this time last year, slow Anatole

 

All the children were torn away - wait

Draw the lungs deeper shades of grey - wait

Smuggled in, weak and underage - wait

Do what they say for now

Hands sifting wreckage piles, rush

Breathing smoke while the boss goes off

You can’t piss, you can only cough

 

You never thought you would ever be

Nostalgic for those beige minutes of school

Breaking up the week

But that quiet, humble glow

Won’t keep the lucky people lucky, so

Grow up fast, slow Anatole

 

Cough: Help me to get out of,

Help me to get out of

The model business with a vomiting heart, yes please

Help me to get out of,

Help me to get out of

The factory lights

There are no stars without darkness

 

 

13. The gravel dew

 

It saw you wake before the sunrise

You thought you left without a sound

In fact, you stumbled on the gravel road,

With the dew, which heard it all and cried:

Who will make you lost in wonder now?

Who will take your side?

 

It heard you try to change your world

Your burning questions, poorly phrased

(pretentious marriage song) about

Problems you do not understand

Na na na na...

Stay and try again

 

It saw you climbing with her own eyes,

So proud and never looking down,

Muscling old logic on the forest and

Stray creatures on the mountainside

Who will make you lost in wonder now?

Who will take your side?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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